Entry 3

I haven’t posted anything in a couple of weeks and the only person that I can blame is myself. It feels like my life has truly been going downhill recently, It’s to the point where I truly have no energy to even get up in the morning and I just want to stay in bed. That’s what I’ve been doing or at least for the past week since I quit my job. It’s funny, though, because I thought it was a good idea to quit the job that was overworking me and over-stress me, but I failed to realize that I need money to live and eat. It’s been a tough week, to the point where I realized that I was getting comfortable being at home and waking up at noon. I also started to think of where my life is headed and my dream career, and I couldn’t think of anything. I’m starting to realize that I was just using work as a way to forget about my depression which is not okay. It paid well and I saved up money because of it. However, I wasn’t finding a way to grow or get better, I just simply worked and relaxed a bit after work and repeated the process all over again the next morning. I didn’t use any time to even write on my blog or exercise which is not okay, because I want to get better mentally and get better at writing and to help people understand what depression is all about and how it affects different people y’know? With that being said, whoever is reading this, don’t give up and start to think of how to grow and how to get better mentally. We’re in this world for a who knows how long, but we have to make the best of our time here. I’m here fighting this fight with you, don’t think for a split second you’re alone. Times will be tough and there will be times where you’ll be at a standstill for a while but, never give up. Get up and keep on grinding. I’m here 🙂