Entry 4

Sometimes in life, things don’t work out the way you want them to y’know? That’s why it’s best not to plan for the future or make plans because those plans or dreams might get crushed. However, at times those plans do go according to plan, and when they do it’s the best feeling in the world. Life hasn’t gone according to plan for me and it sucks, I quit my job over two weeks ago and I barely got a job and I start tomorrow morning. But, it pays less than my old job I’m just hoping everything goes well. My biggest fear now is that things might get worse starting now and I might have to quit this job since I’m going to need more money because of family issues that have been brewing for a long time. It sucks and I don’t want to give up on myself anymore or on my dreams and goals. I want to take things more seriously because I’m the only person who can make my life better y’know. Just like your life and other people’s lives, you are responsible for your happiness and they’re responsible for their happiness. Whatever is going on you have to keep on moving forward at times you might not be alone and have family or friends pushing you but, not everybody is so lucky. But, no one is perfect everyone has issues so don’t think you have it worse than everyone else because you never know. You might have a better life than Timmy down the street. I also have to understand, I might have it better than some of you guys reading things and I forget to be grateful for what I have. 🙂