Entry 7

Hello, It’s been a while since I’ve written something on my blog and if I’m honest, I lack the motivation to write at times. Like, I haven’t written anything in the last two weeks and it sucks, to be honest. After all, I truly feel like it’s pretty dang cool to write what I’m going through at times and what I’m feeling because someone out there might be going through the same things as me y’know? But, it’s hard my motivation comes and goes and it sucks because I want to be able to write once a week on my blog. Thankfully, my motivation is here, and I’m taking advantage of it by writing something. These past two weeks it feels like it’s been a drag and it just feels like a loop and I feel like it’s mostly because I do the same thing every day and I never seem to change it. That’s why I think it feels like a loop and maybe you are feeling the same way as I am. So, far I think the best way to break my routine is to go running or going out and doing something very different than what I usually do y’know? I feel like breaking out of your comfort zone is also something that people should start doing including me. I’ve noticed that I’m usually too comfortable where I’m at. When I’m put into a new situation that I’ve never been, I feel so uncomfortable, but it’s a fun experience if you keep an open mind and don’t stress over the smalls things y’know? If you fuck up don’t feel bad and don’t stress over it because at least you tried something new and it’s a new experience a new lesson. Even I fail to realize at times that no one is perfect and will make mistakes and will be scared to try new things and stay in a comfortable spot in life. Which is not okay because we gotta grow and learn y’know? We might now have wings like birds so we can soar through the skies or gills like fish so we can swim in the ocean. But, we do have the ability to grow in many ways which I don’t think many other living beings can do. If you put yourself down how are you supposed to find your true purpose in life. Maybe, you can be the person who finds a cure for cancer or finds a way to find a clean energy source that everyone can use. You’ll learn until you try it out y’know? Anyways! I truly hope whoever is reading this has a wonderful day/night. Take care of yourself and smile 🙂