Entry 8

Writer’s block is something that I hate. It’s been holding me back for a while. I don’t know what to write and it’s been like this for the past two weeks to the point where I do not care what I write at this point. I just want to write something on my blog because something is something in my opinion and I apologize for those who read this because It might be something that might not make sense or it might even be boring to read so I apologize in advance. It’s been a rough couple of weeks. If I’m honest, I feel like all these days have been dragging especially at work and as soon as I get home I fall asleep which is something that I really want to stop doing but I feel like it’s a habit now. One thing that I am happy that I did these past 2 weeks is going for a 10 mile run in 2 hours which was something that I really didn’t think I could do. I don’t really remember what I did to prepare. I just remember posting something on my Snapchat which you should add me on if you want “Harute0”. I feel like I did manifest it though because as soon as I got home I was like “I’m going for a 10 mile run today” I was telling my sister and mom and a few hours went by and I was on a trail starting my run. The run was tiresome especially on the way back because I ran from home to the trail and I just wanted to go home as soon as the 8th mile kicked in but there was only one way to get there and it was by running/walking. By the time I got home I was happy but very tired and thirsty to the point where I drank a whole Pedialyte bottle. One lesson that I learned from this is you truly don’t know what you’re capable of doing without trying it out and I think my 10 miles proved that to me because I would only go for 5-mile runs and after I’m done I feel exhausted. So, with that being said everyone is capable of doing things that are beyond their reach if they at least try to do it, and if you don’t get it the first time don’t put yourself down be happy that at least you tried it and you have the opportunity to try again y’know? Be grateful that you’re alive and kicking especially if you had a rough week it just goes to show that you’re an amazing person. With everything being said, I hope you have a goodnight/day and remember to smile 🙂