It’s been a while since I’ve written something in my blog and for those who do read my blogs and like them I would like to apologize. It’s been hectic these past couple of months I’ve been working like crazy with no days off and I just recently bought a house and I’m very proud of myself especially at my age. However, it’s been dawning on me that with a lot of work and no rest I’m getting nothing done or in other words I’m not growing as a person. I’m not learning new things I’m just working and working trying not to over stress myself to death. With that being said I just recently quit one of my jobs which was part time and now I’m trying to find new ways to make money and hopefully it will be with this blog if it gets likes and views. I’m also thinking of new ideas on my blog such as renaming the blog to “How not to be me” it will be more about me and my mistakes which might open people’s eyes on mistakes that they might be making that will cause them pain and confusion later on in life especially at a young age. I’m also thinking of making this into a podcast which I mentioned in an earlier blog post. Speaking of blogs I might start one with my friend which will be called “The chill state podcast” which we postponed due to me being busy and not having enough time to research topics and not having energy to do anything other work and sleep. Hopefully that might change in these upcoming weeks I just have to get used to my new laptop and make time to research topics. Going back though as you can see my flow is not here anymore and it feels like I’m just writing a jigsaw puzzle with one part at the beginning and the other part in the end. Which is really annoying because I want this to be a linear blog post but I’m all over the place. With that being said I hope that everything I have envisioned goes according to plan. I hope you guys have a wonderful day/night 🙂