Entry 16

It sucks to feel alone and it sucks more to be alone, you can feel alone even when you have people next to you and it happens sometimes when you’re just not in the right state of mind or you’re just not into the conversation. It’s normal y’know? And it’s also normal to feel alone when you have people to talk to or be with. It just sucks when you truly are alone and have no one to converse with, you can’t relate to anyone or even rant. It makes me think of social media on how you can truly talk to anyone you want now at any given time but still feel lonely even though you can truly talk to a friend that’s miles away. Yet, it just doesn’t feel right y’know? (I truly don’t know where I’m heading with this by the way) I feel as if social media has taken us a step forward into conversing and sharing information, but it just takes away the emotion we truly want to portray. We just can’t share our facial expressions or even our tone in writing. We sometimes can’t tell what’s a joke and what’s a serious comment. It sucks because without emotions what are we. We would just be bland people who would just share information or converse. We wouldn’t know if the other person is enjoying the conversation or disliking the conversation. The only way to converse is to video call or meet in real life; sometimes we can’t for several reasons. We live in a busy world now and it kind of sucks it makes us feel lonely at times when all we want to do is just converse or even express how we feel at that moment in time. Maybe, it’s just me and maybe it’s all in my head but at times having the world in the palm of my hand is lonely. Especially when your emotions don’t seem to be portrayed correctly y’know? With that being said all I can say is, to be honest about how you feel and try making time for others so others can make time for you 🙂